First things first… Whether he asked you or you asked him to marry has no bearing on whether or not you deserve an engagement ring. When it comes to a union between two people an engagement ring is merely a symbol and not something that is deserved or otherwise warranted.
A piece of string, a plastic ring from a gumball machine or the Hope Diamond they are all merely token symbols of the love you share. They aren’t the marriage.
Having said that, if you really want one (for yourself) and not because it’s the normal thing to have, then you should tell him so.
You said, he asked you if you wanted one and you said no. If you really do then you should let him know. He can’t help make things right if he doesn’t know anything is wrong, especially when you’ve discussed it and you told him all was fine.
If you feel any resentment over his purchases for himself then you owe it to yourself, to him, and to your marriage to tell him that you feel sorry that he hasn’t ever bought you anything. Just discussing it with him, regardless of whether you get an engagement ring or not in the end, will make much of your sadness disappear.
The reality is that a roof over your head and kids are much more important than a ring. If your marriage is a good one and you love each other does anything else really matter?
A very wise website visitor once wrote to us saying that her fiance wanted to buy her an extravagant ring that he couldn’t afford and she said no. She went on to explain that since they were getting married that his debt would be her debt and being in debt over a ring was no way to start a life together.
They settled on a ring for around $100. She cherishes that inexpensive ring because it truly represents their love and that they are in this life together.
So in answer to your question “…I need to just get over it right?” Yes, you do. But, that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have a ring. It simply means you need to figure out what you really want, talk to him about it, and decide together on what to do about it.
You deserve to be happy so whatever makes you happy in the end is all that matters…and I’m sure your husband would agree.
Best of luck to you and your family!